Assalamualaikum. Hello there. I got a few stories to tell you guys or actually write on you bloggie baby. It's all about me of course. If not, bukan blog ieka namanya. Hahaha. Okay so my trial starts 27 august. But i still didnt get the real schedule and I got nervous cause i dont know which subject and when it start. You get what i mean? Hm plus I'm freaking nervous just thinking about the trial cause it's damn too important for me. If I fail the trial, means I'm really stupid. Just thinking about it, make me sweats. And I dont have really much time to study because I study more on maths and I didnt really study hard on other subject as I study on maths. I dont want to fail on maths anymore but the point is I have to pass on bm and sejarah if I want to go to the graduation ceremony. ITS NOT THAT I WANT TO FAIL ON OTHER SUBJECTS. It just.. i dont know. I'm freaking out right now. Thinking that if will i do a good job on trial? will I? Ya Allah, I want to cry!!!!!!

Another story is that last wednesday. Ieka jumpa ustazah ieka. So I told her what is my concern is. I told her that I always did a biggest sin and that there no point for me repent if i keep on doing that sin. So she asked me what did I do? I trust her so bad that I tell her about it. I cried but i really tried to hold it since i'm in the class. She's adviced me right away. She told me to stop doing that sin and repent plus pray to Allah with whole your heart. She said that repent is when you abandon the sin and will never do that sin ever again for the rest of your life. She gave me the 'semangat' and make me go thinking about i should really try harder to better in Allah eyes. I want to be better and good in Allah eyes. Pray for me to be a better person.

Another one is, friendship and love. So this year I'm really blessed to have such a beautiful friendship with my girls. They make me happy and laughed. They really chased away all the lonliness. My family and them, all of them makes me happy. Thanks to Allah for giving me the hardships and then come with happiness. Ieka bersyukur sangat. I'm proud of myself for being strong. Alhamdulillah. And there goes to Ad's. What am I gonna say about Ad's? Ad's is happiness, love, care , blissful and plus plus forever. Ad's surely make me laughed with all the craziness and I love Ad's for that. People always said that love starts with friendship. Well they are true. I believe that. I dont care if people says I'm delusional. So what? I'm not messing with someone life. I believe what i want. Some friendship will turn into love. Hopefully Allah SWT The Forgiveness will forgives and bless all of us.

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