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'Kenapa manusia selalu berubah?'
Friday, April 25, 2014 ϟ 8:29 AM ϟ 0 sweets
Hello, hari ni ieka nak update blog and I'm posting about me. Yes me myself and I. So prepare for the long boring grandma post. Haha

Hari tuh ieka bukak acc ask.fm ieka. And Idk who but someone just asked me 'Kenapa manusia selalu berubah?'. Honestly this kind of question make me bewildered. why? because it the difficult question. Ieka pernah tanya mama but you know what her answer is? She said it's 'lumrah hidup' kita sebagai manusia. People always change.because we get to meet and know new people everyday. Pernah ke tengok manusia perangai sama hari hari? No right. But when someone said dia dah berubah . That statement might be true or lies. You know why? because they dont just exactly changed. They just got better than before. or some are just lies because they just dont want to be alone or they dont want other people to leave them. My dad once said to me that sekarang kat high school ni janganlah cakap ada bestfriend itu ini. You know why? for now they dont have any pendirian. My dad said 'they favour people'. Well I guess it is true. Haha

Actually, first time ieka baca soalan ni. I got confused and kind of blank for awhile. But now I know what the question means and what the exactly answer. I'll give you example like me. Dulu ieka seorang yang panas baran and suka menjawab. Kalau ieka marah ieka tunjuk yang ieka marah or ieka mogok sikit or ieka palau orang tuh sekejap sbb merajuk. Then ieka seorang yang kalau ieka rasa ieka betul. Ieka akan lawan dengan seseorang yang kata ieka salah sampai ieka menang. One more thing ieka suka cakap pasal salah orang and suka bercerita apa apa kat semua orang or more like ieka susah sikit nak simpan rahsia. But now as I grew up,I changed. Bila ieka marah, ieka diam. Orang akan fikir ieka merajuk or whatever. Ieka diam sebab ieka taknak lepaskan marah ieka kat orang. Because nanti diaorang sentap. So ieka diam je. Ieka pun sekarang suka jarakkan diri daripada semua orang. Bukan kat kawan kawan je including my family. Ieka tau its not good kalau jarakkan diri dari family but idk i just being timid and introvert. Sekarang ni bila ieka cakap something and orang tu kata salah, ieka diam je. Pi lantaklah. And sekarang pun susah sikit nak bercerita kat orang. Semua benda ieka simpan. Ieka cakap bila I think benda tuh ieka rasa nak cerita. Rahsia orang pun ieka simpan. Pendam sensorang and fikir sendiri. 2 tahun lepas ieka jadi orang yang terlalu jaga hati dan perasaan orang sampai lupa pasal perasaan sendiri. Sedihkan? But now ieka fikir pasal perasaan sendiri and tak fikir pasal orang lain sangat.Ieka jadi selfish sikit. I know kejam but sampai bila ieka nak jadi mcm tuh kalau diri sendiri tak bahagia. Tapi takdalah bahagia sangat why? sebab pendam sendiri. Kadang kadang sakit sangat benda tuh kita pendam sendiri. Pendam pendam dan hanya mampu luah dengan menangis. 

So conclusion about this is people always change and it is normal for human being.People change as they grow up day by day People change whether they change for good or the opposite way. I dont know cause I dont even know if I've change for good or not. All I want to do right now is being happy dunia akhirat. plus please forgive all my mistake that I've done to you guys. Muah :*


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