I'm back with the new Nur Afiqah. Haha well not really new. Ieka just? Idk. Haha first Ieka ingat ieka takkan rasa sakit dah bila tau dia dah getback balik dengan ex dia but I was wrong. Still lagi sakit sampai sesak nafas. Hm lucky me, ieka boleh calm down kan diri ieka ni. Haih susah betul hidup. Cuti ni, ieka takdalah banyak benda buat except just go out this and there. And  ieka ada pergi SUNWAY LAGOON! Haha it was fun. I love it especially their extreme park. It was the best! Maybe ieka boleh pergi lagi dengan kawan kawan ieka some other time. 

Okay so Trial SPM is coming. Trial start 25 Ogos and SPM start 3 Nov. Nak dekat dah but i'm still lazy around. Kadang kesian kat mama especially when she said that the other day. I know I'm not a very good daughter either. I love her very much but seems like I always give her a trouble. I should study really hard you know. But every time I try to do the right thing for myself, something always stops me. Sometimes I feel like I shouldnt live. I did try to change myself better cause sometimes i feel like I always do a sin. Ieka cuba sedaya upaya ieka nak jadi hamba yang solehah but the past yang hina tuh keep on hunting me in my life. Ieka sampai rasa nak give up but some ppl that I'm close to tak henti bagi nasihat kat ieka so I keep on trying to be better in His eyes. I will always try. I hope I'm strong enough to push away the past. Seriously rasa hina sangat.